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I see this everyday.  Everyday for almost a year.  It weighs heavily on my mind.  I can't listen to it.  I can't erase it.  Then it dawned on me.  Why am I hanging on to something that is so sad I can't describe it with words.  I want to hear Mom being happy.  I want joyous reminders of Dad.  I need to move past this.  I will do it...soon.  I am grateful for whatever I've gotten out of this, but now I need to make some progress.